July 2010
24 posts
You really believe in that? It's love, it's not...
we are just floating in the air we breath
Most people spend their lives just ‘misunderstanding’ one another. There are a lucky few however that look beyond the facades, and the first impressions, and end up knowing some pretty amazing people.
“No matter how thick skinned we try to be, there’s millions of electrifying nerve endings in there, open and exposed and feeling way too much. Try as we might to keep from feeling pain, sometimes it’s just unavoidable. Sometimes that’s the only thing left… just feeling.”
—Meredith Grey
when i grow up,
i used to be so sure of what i wanted to be, who i wanted to be. Lately things have got so overwhelming, and the time of decision is ever present. I just don’t know what to do with my life, is that bad?
i cannot stop thinking about you, and the funny thing is i don’t even know you that well. but i would love to, if only you would let me in, and let me see.
I was a heavy heart to carry. My beloved was...
I miss the winter. I miss the certainty of knowing the weather when i wake up, and not pining over sunshine. I miss sitting with friends in big jumpers and cups of tea, i miss christmas and i miss the beauty of a frost. The trees look so magical, exposed as twiggy skeletons, and the whole season is magical, just magical.
what the hell am i meant to say to that. no would have hurt you, yes would have been a lie and maybe would have been ‘leading you on’. i wish you could gain a little perspective sometimes - that would really make things so much easier.
